Plans.

Great news! I've promoted to J2. The fear of JC1 has finally passed, and now I say - I'm a survivor! Honestly, it wasn't easy. This year has been the year I cried the most. Mostly due to being thrown into a foreign environment with different people and harder subjects.

But now the question is... Will I survive J2? Honestly, I don't really know. Neither do I currently have the motivation to pick myself up from the poor foundation my studies are built on. I know my marks seems okay, but I'm not really sure of myself as of yet. Today, teachers have been grilling us on the need to start studying, like right as this minute. But I haven't pulled myself off the holiday mood. I mean like the heirs marathon, exo videos all night long. Eu-ru-rong! Awuuuu!

What do I want to do in the future. It seems so close as of now. Can't believe I'll turn 17 in a blink of an eye. This time next year, most likely I'd be sweating my pants off. Gosh. Anyway, I've got a clear goal ahead of me - to clear A levels, 90 rank point style? Maybe. Because that's the only thing I can fall back on due to my lack of decisiveness. It's either a perfect score, or a compromised choice later on.

1. Read more. But read what? newspapers, online magazines.... bleh.
2. Start revising my foundation.
3. Start making notes.
4. Read ahead
5. Wean off kpop. Like how you did.
6. Start a body clock schedule.
7. Be organised! Don't procrastinate!
8. Determination & Grit
9. Fight it to the top! Sunbaenim now go!