Results have been posted, and I've still yet to reach a mental agreement whether I'm in a state of flurry and distress, or on the other hand, in a state of stalemate. Is that even the right way to use 'stalemate' in a sentence? Then again, my GP grade was quite the disappointment.
I see people, applying here and there; getting accepted here and there. And then there's me - how do I even apply? What if I get rejected? What if i have to wait another year? Everything seems to require such pro-activeness that I'm kind of lost. It's not the straightforward portal anymore. And to make things worse, I have rarely a clue as to the direction I am heading in.
Accounting? Definite path; happy parents; good paycheck. But then again, boring; no work-life balance; can I even get in with my lack of that A?
Teaching? Secure job scope; good paycheck. But then again, boring life and what's there to look forward to? Becoming principal?
I really don't know anymore. Is this a good thing? Why do I have to decide? Why can't I live a simple life? Busking life?
Think again.
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