Sunday, 6 September 2015

Toxic

Thoughtfulness - is it really thoughtful when the intended person does not embrace your thinking of him/her? Is it wrong of me to want to run away? Is it wrong for me to not want to stay, to want to be alone? Am I that oblivious to the things my parents do for me? Am I just a rotten child?

Things haven't been exactly smooth the past month. Yes, university has started and it's somewhat what I expected, and somewhat not. At times I find myself drowning from the toxic currents in my mind. It's all in my mind.  In fact, looking at my timetable, university is quite spread out, balanced in a way? But it's just me, worrying, thinking, fussing about. And in the end, getting no where.

Do your best, and let God do the rest.
I need to remember this.

Live with the consequences of your choices.
I need to remember this.

If you really want something, don't stop short when someone says no. Press hard for it.
I need to remember this.

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