holiday, student life is over...
Day 1: Got a free lunch at Indo by MelvG & Pat and got introduced to the IF team. All guys - felt a little awkward but thankful for Bran and LC who made it slightly better by talking to me. MM feels slightly foreign even though we came in at the same time but we'll see. He just gives me the too cool for you vibes lmao.
Day 2: National day lunch at the pantry and guess who forgot to wear red/white. Food was rather limited, and had to make small talk with EMK. Idk if it's just me but we are soooo awkward. Also I didn't pass cfa - bummer. Need to spend 1k to take it again next year? FML. Feeling really sian today and my introvert self is totally NOT looking forward to MelvG's bbq tmr but oh well, hopefully I get to meet new people and make new friends. I just wish I had more things to talk about and be less awkward/self conscious/more confident. Praying things will get better.
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