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50+ more days. Why can't I give it my all when everyone else is doing the same? I've been through more than 300 days of JC life and here I am at the end wanting to give up? Leave things to fate? Haven't I been there and done that 2 years ago? And what was the result? Mediocrity. I was lucky to even scrape into SA. It is now or never. As much as I hate to say this, to an extent, this is a life changing examination. It determines to a certain degree who you can become and who you will become, who you will meet and the places that you'll go. Doors will be opened and closed depending on your result. Although it definitely is not the be all and end all of things, get your act together. Its just 50 days. These things will pass. At the end, results need to show. If you need to cry, cry. But carry on studying. Come on, get your shit together.