CFA L1 December... 2k
Maintain 4 and above GPA...
Winter Internship...
Dubai?.....2k
Find job for graduation...
Two months of summer have flown by ... and here we are at the end of June. It's just one (or less than a) month to the start of a new beginning. New environments, new friends, new challenges and new possibilities.
For the past year, I've maintained a level-headedness that I have yet to achieve in a while - possibly due to the fact that I have been within a comfort zone and know the ins-and-outs to tackle the challenges placed before me. Then again, I stopped doing my daily devotions, stopped working out, stopped eating clean etc. etc. etc.
I should make it a point to restart my routine this July i.e. this Sunday. Perhaps, I might become a better me? For quite a while, I don't exactly like this version of myself. Too much of this, too little of that... Basically, I have come to the point where time and time again I question myself as to: Do people really like me? Do my friends find me annoying? Why am I here? Even surrounded by my close(st) friends, there's this recurrent thought in my head that I do not belong, that I should be elsewhere, ... that we have grown distant.
I wonder if it is me distancing myself from others, or the other way around, but I sincerely wish for all this to stop. At the age of 22, we start to call ourselves adults. Do adults bother about little things like these? We have been friends since 13 am I right? So what's the big hooha right now? Things change, people change. I've got to admit that relationship dynamics change. So is all this I'm feeling, a normal transition of things? Maybe.
Either way, self-centred or not. I've decided to focus on me. On bettering myself. On becoming a version of myself I can say I like. And perhaps that's all that matters. (Aside from being a Godly woman).
End notes: Things to do starting July:
1. Daily devotion x2 per day (to catch up)
2. Exercise (min. 20 minutes to an hour)
3. Eat clean (intermittent fasting + 3l water per day)
4. Study for CFA (8:30pm to 11:30pm - 3 hour daily intense)
5. Read more (read on commutes to work, cut down social media)
Intentionality is key. Put your mind to it.
Two months of summer have flown by ... and here we are at the end of June. It's just one (or less than a) month to the start of a new beginning. New environments, new friends, new challenges and new possibilities.
For the past year, I've maintained a level-headedness that I have yet to achieve in a while - possibly due to the fact that I have been within a comfort zone and know the ins-and-outs to tackle the challenges placed before me. Then again, I stopped doing my daily devotions, stopped working out, stopped eating clean etc. etc. etc.
I should make it a point to restart my routine this July i.e. this Sunday. Perhaps, I might become a better me? For quite a while, I don't exactly like this version of myself. Too much of this, too little of that... Basically, I have come to the point where time and time again I question myself as to: Do people really like me? Do my friends find me annoying? Why am I here? Even surrounded by my close(st) friends, there's this recurrent thought in my head that I do not belong, that I should be elsewhere, ... that we have grown distant.
I wonder if it is me distancing myself from others, or the other way around, but I sincerely wish for all this to stop. At the age of 22, we start to call ourselves adults. Do adults bother about little things like these? We have been friends since 13 am I right? So what's the big hooha right now? Things change, people change. I've got to admit that relationship dynamics change. So is all this I'm feeling, a normal transition of things? Maybe.
Either way, self-centred or not. I've decided to focus on me. On bettering myself. On becoming a version of myself I can say I like. And perhaps that's all that matters. (Aside from being a Godly woman).
End notes: Things to do starting July:
1. Daily devotion x2 per day (to catch up)
2. Exercise (min. 20 minutes to an hour)
3. Eat clean (intermittent fasting + 3l water per day)
4. Study for CFA (8:30pm to 11:30pm - 3 hour daily intense)
5. Read more (read on commutes to work, cut down social media)
Intentionality is key. Put your mind to it.
