Mundane. These days feel exceptionally mundane.
Work, study, chat with my fam or friends. Rinse, repeat.
Then again, what do I expect? Sometimes I just feel empty, like I should be doing more, but I can't - or just don't have the energy to do anything. Perhaps... I am burning out?
Update:
I've taken 2 weeks off to clear my leave, but that feeling of emptiness still lurks; some days it is less prominent, but nonetheless, still there. I really should start reading the bible again - backslided for about a month.
Clearly the pursuit for romantic love doesn't fill this gaping hole. I find myself feeling irked and tiresome from talking to someone new - is this the "effort needed in a relationship" that people were talking about? Sadly, I find myself taking a liking to guys who are out of my league - or at least I think they are. Perhaps, its better that way - romanticised, yet at a distance.
