Spent a whole day watching movies - what good am I becoming? A bum?
What is my 5 year goal? Who do I want to become? Unwilling to admit, but - here I am - I definitely am rather impatient for success. Scared for the future, yes. What am I to be? I can't help to compare myself to my predecessors who've had the easy leg in, who've taken the long route, who've chartered an unchartered path. And I have no idea where I will be in all this to come.
Salary comparison, Companionship comparison, Life comparison. This whole thing isn't about comparison. As we step out into the world, what matters? To be happy? To live a Godly life? Then let that lead you in your choices. Never make choices, just so that someone will think you are better off than them. Because the emptiness will eat you - alive.
Money is money. Money will clothe you and put food on the table. But never chase the money. God will provide. Don't let money cloud your ambition.
